The Birth of My Child
As the day approaches where my wife will give birth soon to my baby boy, my heart is filled with great joy. In my life, I had many ups and downs, close encounters with death several of times, an abusive/loving father (who I love no matter what), addicted to drugs, alcohol and sex, had no self worth, I hated myself, I was full of anxiety and depression, I finally found peace, the Light that ever so shines so bright within my heart, which made me ready to become a father.
Although I was confused with religion for many years, in which I came to a point I hated it, because the people that represented this Pure Truth, present a self-righteous dogmatic judgmental view that made me fall away from it. But low and behold, it kept on calling me, calling me back to the Original Source, that was deep within me all along. I heard the voice that called my name, telling me where I needed to be. Every time I think about the episodes I went through in life, I can’t believe how I am alive, to see another day, another age, to see my mother, to have a faithful loving wife, and to have a child.
I write this, as this is my main “outlet” where I can release my feelings into the cyber world, and to who ever decides to read it, that one day, when I leave this world, I can at least touch some lives, even if there is only one person that I made a positive impact to. Life is good, its not easy, but it is good and rewarding. Follow Truth, and give your heart to the Path and see the Universe unfold in hundreds fold right before your eyes. May everlasting Peace be upon your heart. Amen, namaste!
Yours truly,
your internet friend! 
